<< 2009-08-24 6:54 p.m. >>

Sometimes resistance is futile I guess. I eat when I am upset, which is the stupidest reason in the world to eat. And I choose bad things on purpose. That hurt me. And my stomach. Because when I am upset or have upset somebody, I feel like I should hurt more? So I eat food that hurts.

Why can't I be one of those people who can't eat when they are upset? That would work much more to my advantage.

I just hurt in a lot of different ways right now.