i keep so much to myself. i am such a hypocrite--i feel so bad for people who feel like they have to keep things in, i want them to know i am here for them always. but really, what do i ever tell?
nothing. because it causes a guilt streak a mile long.
not that i don't already have a guilt streak that long. you know, i think back to things sometimes, and i wonder, why the fuck didn't i tell anyone about that? why not? what held me back?